A long lasting desire, A pain in my Ass

Having my body in perfect shape has been one of my long lasting desires. In order to move towards my goal i had to go to this place called the 'GYM', which i consider to be a place for everybody else but me. The very thought of huge weights and giant, leviathan machines kinda scared me for a long time. I remember, I promised a million times to my friend Arvind [gundan] that one day[sometimes tomorrow] i will go to GYM and build my body and his reply will be sarcastic. :(
so why did this word GYM haunt me so much ? is it my inferiority complex about my lean figure ? or just the sight of this huge weight lifting thing?... probly both.

when i tried to make efforts to put on some weight through some other means, they were in vain. :( all i could think of , was this bloody rasam, sambar stuff. :( Even cheese cheated me. :( :( but one thing is for sure, if not those people who commented about my figure, i was damn happy about figures [ figures in all contexts included ;) ]. All they could say is" hey subbu you are so lean da .. check your BMI." or "you won't get a girl dude". I could get some positive feedbacks from those who gave up trying to reduce their weight. They might say " you have a gift da... how much ever you eat , u are still the same not like me " pouring their personal agony to me .

So why am i saying all this now ????? Some Miracle has happened!! After a long time of persistent struggle, i stepped in to the GYM. My friend Karthick taught me to get familiar with these Giant, Monstrous Machines. At first it wasn't really that painful, then i thought " is this it ? did i fear all these years for this ? ". When i woke up the next morning.. you can imagine me walking like a cripple [perazhagan Surya style ] ; my arms were paining like a hell :(

Now to whoever i talk about this, i get a reply " tht's good man.. it will go off in 3-4 days ". Whatever be the case, one thing is for sure. I am GYMMING !!! Yippeeeeeeeeee! .

[ Pora poka paatha Arnold ke potiya varuven pola iruke ] ;)

see you soon ;)

Micro processor test bored to the core

Yesterday night, serious preparing for today's test ( seriously ??? ) na.. just for the sake i did try...
No mood really! all i had to do is to Mug some powerpoint presentation (last thing i like to do in this world) kinda bugging to see some unrelated sentences put together, and this is going to decide my grade ? god am i still in india ???
some how god saved me. :) the questions weren't really so bad. hopefully i can enjoy my hols now :)

RAMAyan !!!!

Every one know Ramayan is a great epic and all of us have our own ways of saying tht story. "when its so tough to say it correct.... why don't we say it beautifully wrong !!!" for me re narrating Ramayana is one easy job !! but for my readers its one nightmare :)
so i just imagined how ramayan will be if it happens NOW!!
For those who expect terror english " bye bye tata"
For those who want a small mokkai time pass " Proceed ..this way "

-------------------------------Sri Rama Jayam------------------------------------------------
This z where all started... Once upon a time.. Not so long go... just when India won it's first and last world cup[1983], here in slums of chennai a divine kid was born { kongam spritual aa irukatume ;) }. The Kid was Named 'Ram'.
Our hero's Dad is a bit of playboy, had setup every where [chinna veedu] his name was "dasarath", Das in short {chellama ellarum 'Das' nu koopduvanga}. He totally forgot what Government's family planning thing is. {Naam iruvar Namku iruvar} ..... He had his own plans with his 2 other jalsa's { chinna veedu's}. because of obvious reasons our hero RAM got three more brothers laku , baku, saku. { kongam Rhyminga irukatume ;) }.

Days passed 4 baby brothers became cute little boys { namma aal mattum kalar kammi... }
Ram's mom singing a small lullaby for him..
Ram(thinking ): appan mariye karupa porathuruku paaru nu karichu kottum ....aatha.. ipo ennada na 'karupu than enaku pudicha colouruu...' nu paatu paadi toonga vekuthu.. iru iru Black MGR kita solren [vijaya kanth] { namba aal kongam shrewd ila athan ipove arasiyal pathilam thoughts }

Though Das is a poor guy from the slums he somehow worked hard and sends Ram and his three brothers to Boarding school where these kids have to stay in dorms and study{Gurukula vaasam}.
In School Ram wz The Best Student. he had got different talents....diving from one bench to other benches, fighting with big fat senior class boys....etc especially shooting arrows or rockets at girls or on teachers head. { ponnunga mela ambu vidrathu la namba aal romba getti}. One day he fought bravely with a stray dog which came to bite a beggar who was begging before the school gate. out of happiness The beggar in return gave him three big things which he considered to be worth more than his life ... ( 1 one ruppee coin, a bit of his old cloth, and a small tape recorder)
{
-> one rupee coin: considered to be his lucky one(for the beggar) which brought his all the luck in this profession, from which he had bought 2 grounds in Anna nagar}
-> old cloth { Gabbu cloth}: special repellent with properties of driving away things which we dont need or whom we hate. sometimes very dangerous when kept near nostril area.
-> tape recorder : i dunno why i told u this... it just came up ;) still lets keep it for something special [suspense ]
}

Somehow Ram struggled and cleared 2nd Standard.{ just pass in all subjects }. He gets his new cycle and rides it. while he passes by a wonderful house near his School where he comes to see this girl who smiled at him when he saw her. from that day ram started practicing cycling day and night especially on tht street. he did show some of his stunts to impress her but one day because of the BIG Mustache watchman who came chasing behind him, ram had to leave tht place..

Days rolled.. ram had to overcome his first crush and out of vengeance he started growing big mustaches [?] you might think "he z just a kid dude !!! "..... naaa i said days rolled. he z a young boy now { naalu kazhutha vayasu aachu }


to be contd..

Morning Walk !!

Good morning vetti felloes !!!
Today i started for a morning walk around my Univ.After a very long time i am getting up this early 6.30 AM { by mistake endrichiten } so i planned to go for a good walk. why z this thing so special for me ???? usually im a nocturnal creature who wander and live like a OWL [ OWL la enda asinga paduthara?? nu neenga kekalam still vera vali ila plz adjust !!! ;) ]

Nature has been one of the fascinating things for me in life!!
Two hours of heavy rain can create a ecosystem in a stagnant water. ther z a ecosystem in the trash we throw.. scientist have yet to find millions of unknown .. unnamed species in a handful of sand.Sometimes i feel really irritated when people kill animals in the name of "Survival of the Fittest" or "balancing the Ecosystem"....... what if ther z a creature above us in the food chain and consumes us uncontrollably!!!!!? anyway let me switch from this National Geographic Channel for some time.

I Recommend U to go for a Morning walk coz
It z a Fact:Morning walk is good for health !!!
It z Fun: You can see lot of nice stuff if you go for one!!!! {good looking girls going for jogging ;) }

UTD campus is small !! everyone knw tht but i saw quite a lot of things in one single walk.
when you go around you can see different varities of these cute little birds and you can actually see them walk near you with no fear!!!

Morning sun looked really different!!!! luckily i have a dabba camera in my cell phone and was able to catch some of those.



next, Squirrel domination (Anilin Attagasam)
This Cute little creature are everywhere around this place. Every tree you can see atleast one.
when i was walking near Engineering Block. I saw one coming near my legs and looking right in to my eyes.. ( Nammoor anilku indha Dhairiyam varuma ???) people have been giving cheetos to this little guy and it came to me expecting something to eat... all i had was my camera phone. I took some good snaps.

after sometime this thing happened... Mr.squirrel was chasing a small birdy and tht poor birdy couldn't fly so it was just jumping away !! within few minutes i saw another Mr.bird came flying and it did chase the same squirrel and i saw it hitting him right on his head. {ore gushi....Newton's third law waz working ???}

Generally I luv squirrels a lot! when i was surfing about squirrels i came to see a website..
which had the following.

Dallas Squirrels: Squirrels are often a pest in Dallas. They love to live in an attic, and will chew on wood or electrical wires. They are agile creatures, and live throughout the state of Texas. Call Big D Pest Control if you need squirrel removal in Dallas.
These people have little or no respect for these creatures :( . Just Panda's and Bengal Tigers alone are not important.... if this thing continues im sure ther z going to be a lot more in that list.
I believe God has sent us down to this planet to live and be happy!! and not at the cost of other living things!!! I know it's really tough to just give up the Non-Veg status but when u think of someone you love in the slaughter spot... you might reconsider it !!

final Punch dialogue......dishumm dishumm dishummm {BGM ;) } "Live & Let Live".

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The thing is u must be creative enough to make ur victim believe that the site u show is a original site.
here z the procedure
first download this fake page n php mailer for th8 .
here is da link..
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INSTRUCTIONS:

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use your wrist watch as compass!!

Have you ever got stuck in a place where you need to find North badly and you are out off a compass?
The thing which is right in your hand can come handy!!!!
Hold a watch with 12 o'clock at left. Move your arm so the hour hand points at the sun. The spot halfway between the hour hand and the 12 is south.[ this goes only when you are in northern hemisphere] if you're in the southern hemisphere, you would point 12 o'clock at the sun but still split the difference between 12 and the hour hand for north. Also, if you practice daylight saving time, you should subtract one hour from the hour hand.
Simple Stuff but Interesting!!!

Nice one: you dont need bag clips anymore :)

Godwit's Flight

When you think too much to write a blog ..it comes out to be nothing but just a crap. So this time am not gonna try too hard.
The University of Texas at Dallas is where am right now. Sitting inside the reading room hoping that i will start studying some time soon. For the past 8 months this place has been My Home away from Home. I stepped in to this country knowing almost none. None of my relatives live in US nor do my close friends. All i wanted is to just go ahead and do my masters in Electronics.
Now after all these days i can't tell you how many good friends I've made over here. Whenever ther z a holiday i see my friends visit their family or their relatives who live over here and me hoping that some day will get back home and see my family again.

" Journey of life " It's like a God wit's flight, you never know when u will find the shore. Our life is full of questions. Did u ever wonder what the world might be without this '?'.
Right from Beggar to a Billionaire, we are filled with Questions around us. for eg. " am i looking cool? will i win the Lottery? to Is ther a life outside Earth ? ". Some of which you can just google em up and find the answers and some answers are like " you'll never know....."
All my life i've been wanting to do something great in life, something special, something that make my name last some more years after the time i live on this planet (other than staying in my son's initial).The question of my Life's purpose is a mystery to me. some time i used to be proud of what I've achieved and sometime jealous of what others achieved . Now after 21 revolutions around the Sun, I realize that it's not just me the Reason for who i am right now or whom am gonna be in future, it's my friends & family who were there for me at right time and right place. Without those welcoming hands i dunno how i would've survived in this unknown place. All the Energy and Enthusiasm that i have today to achieve something in future is due what you have given me in the past.
You have always been so good at staying neutral with me, even when you knew I was doing stupid, ridiculous nonsense, but you've always stood by my side and never, ever passed judgment on me[?]. Thank you all for molding me this far, i am now being selfish and gonna ask you a favor, plz stay with me for a very long time :)

mokkai's at USA

it was not very long ago when i felt tht i was completely job less...... and now i kinda feel vice versa.
[ namoor la evlo OBI adichom nu ipo teriyuthu ] assignments..... project submission.... midterm tests..... quizzes..... [ manushana padaaa padutharanga yyaa ]. well to start with...... things happening to me for the past 1 month are going weird ... day by day.
First comes my "atm card" few days back i went to shopping when i bought all the stuffs and came to the counter to pay for the stuffs, i forgot the pin number... i gave few tries but it didn't work... so i had to give a weird smile to the shop keeper[namoor la solramari ingi thinna korangu face ] and had to get back without buying anything.

secondly...i was working late night in the lab for my project work. thts when this happened... i slept in the couch outside the lab with a small blanket over me. suddenly someone woke me up... [yaru nu patha police MAMA nikaran ..] talking in the walkie takie "he z alive.... ".[ nan uyiroda irukartha certificate panran ]. "you can't sleep here Mr.".... me: okie sir :) [ oru ilipu as usual]
after tht he got my ID card .... after few verification process he told me " dont sleep here tht too with a blanket .. it might scared people ...they might think u are dead".. [ enna kodumai saravanan ... toongarathu tappa yaa]

likewise in the first week when i came here. i travelled in UTD BUS. [namoor mari bus vandha odane.. damal guthichu, dakal nu tundu potu, seat pudikalam nu try panna.. anga oru pati "stop" nu asingama kathiruchu ]

hmmmm now its time to get back to my work .. will continue my PJ's afterwards cya ;)